You

I had a dream last night that things weren't back to normal but they were looking up and I woke up and couldn't stop crying because it was only a dream and you don't really care even though you said you really did and if you did you'd try and you should know that because I told you almost everything there was to tell and you said I mattered but if I mattered even though it's me giving you space wouldn't you still try at least to make sure I'm okay because I did for you when you were giving me space and I'm not okay and I need you and once you said you needed me and you once promised it'd be okay and it's not and I hate this so much and you're not even trying and I am losing my fucking mind.